



12:55 AM
I'm sad.. I'm depressed.. and I'm dying.. =(
omg.. she is so pretty and she has such a nice body.. and im.... argh! i hate myself.. why cant i just stop eating.. and i need to stop drinking all the beer everyday too... grrrr... what am i suppose to do... =_(
i cant seem to live without him.. i didnt see him today.. though we spoke on the phone a few times.. it just doesnt seem right.. something seems to be missing.. i dun think i will be seeing him tml oso.. for some reason... i dunno how i am going to survive 2 months not seeing him.. my heart seems to be drowning.. i cant breath.. its been 8 months.. and i cant hold my feelings anymore.. i think its the longest time i hav ever liked someone... urgh!
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